Well, I just found out someone i knew has died recently. It was a shock and I hate to say I thought it was a facebook trick when I saw the group made. So much so I actually called my friend to check.
It's true. Hit and Run whilst crossing the road on a zebra crossing. Bastard, whoever did it.
He was such a lovely guy too. None of this i'll speak to you occasionally bollocks that a lot of people have about them. The kind of attitude where if they see you and their on their own they'll come and say hi but if they're with people they'll ignore you.
Josh wasn't like that. Everytime I saw him, be it on his own, in xaverian, in town, he would ALWAYS come over and say hi to me. Always with a big smile and a hug. He was an honestly lovely person, funny too. He made a lot of us laugh a lot, be it with him or at him, he never minded. He was a sweetheart. I'm not just saying this because he's no longer of this world, either. I genuinely mean every word. It really is a crying shame. I know it's left many people stunned and upset, regardless of how well they knew him. He was a recognised good person, and this kind of thing throws us all off course a bit. Such a loss for us all.
I don't like the whole 'they've died, let's sugar coat their personality' rubbish. I think it's ridiculous. No one can be THAT terrible that they have to be lied about. If that was me, I'd hate for people to feel they had to lie on me. We all have bad traits, but we all have good too. Maybe not as apparent, but we do.
Personally, if at my funeral someone said 'yeah, she was moody and stubborn if challenged, but we loved her' i would honestly laugh, if at all possible.
I'm upset Josh has gone, at 18 years of age as well. Poor thing. I really wish him well for his next life cycle, if there is one. I'm not saying I'm dismissing an afterlife, just you never can be too sure. I personally have a mixture of beliefs on things, I think you can come back as different things, not always human, not just animal either, perhaps as a fresh spring daisy, a new born kitten. Who knows?
I think you reach whatever lovely place awaits after you've gained a certain amount of experience, like when you level up on a game. I think you have certain goals, not all the same, but very very personal ones. Like people who have lived selfishly, have to learn how to not be like that, or something crazy like that anyway.
I like to think Karma has an effect too, mainly because I called my mum a cow and tripped over ¬.¬ haha. I was only playing with her, but yeah, back to the point. I have a mix of things i'd like to think are true.
I am personally not scared of death, in the slightest. I mean that wholeheartedly as well, i think that we shouldn't fear it. It's quite an irrational fear in my opinion, but with that said I can understand people's fears. My main fear, if I can call it that, is the effect it will have on those that know me. I wouldn't want extreme sadness, or grief for months, years on end. I'd like them to see that i'm gone and hopefully miss me, but not dwell on it?
You never know, I might become a friends puppy :) I'm not personally religious, and I think this has a big part to play in my mixed thoughts of everything. I learn about something, and relate to some, others I respect but don't believe in. If everyone respected everyone elses beliefs there'd be a hell of a lot less tension between folk, anyway.
But back to my Original point, Josh Barnes. I'm sad you've gone, you were a sweetheart, a genuine nice guy and an all round laugh. I hope you find whatever you were missing in this life, and I hope you will become a beautiful butterfly, as this life was merely the introduction to your true beginning. You will be missed by all, I didn't know you too well and I'll miss you, nevermind your nearest and dearest. It's cruel you were ripped from us in such a way, and i hope justice kicks the person who did it's ass as they are cowardly and spineless, two things you never were and never will be. You had real beauty, and a good heart that shone through the brightest. Enjoy your next life, however mystical or spiritual it may be. You're a diamond, nothing can break you and nothing can compare to your true sparkle. Rest In Peace xx
It's true. Hit and Run whilst crossing the road on a zebra crossing. Bastard, whoever did it.
He was such a lovely guy too. None of this i'll speak to you occasionally bollocks that a lot of people have about them. The kind of attitude where if they see you and their on their own they'll come and say hi but if they're with people they'll ignore you.
Josh wasn't like that. Everytime I saw him, be it on his own, in xaverian, in town, he would ALWAYS come over and say hi to me. Always with a big smile and a hug. He was an honestly lovely person, funny too. He made a lot of us laugh a lot, be it with him or at him, he never minded. He was a sweetheart. I'm not just saying this because he's no longer of this world, either. I genuinely mean every word. It really is a crying shame. I know it's left many people stunned and upset, regardless of how well they knew him. He was a recognised good person, and this kind of thing throws us all off course a bit. Such a loss for us all.
I don't like the whole 'they've died, let's sugar coat their personality' rubbish. I think it's ridiculous. No one can be THAT terrible that they have to be lied about. If that was me, I'd hate for people to feel they had to lie on me. We all have bad traits, but we all have good too. Maybe not as apparent, but we do.
Personally, if at my funeral someone said 'yeah, she was moody and stubborn if challenged, but we loved her' i would honestly laugh, if at all possible.
I'm upset Josh has gone, at 18 years of age as well. Poor thing. I really wish him well for his next life cycle, if there is one. I'm not saying I'm dismissing an afterlife, just you never can be too sure. I personally have a mixture of beliefs on things, I think you can come back as different things, not always human, not just animal either, perhaps as a fresh spring daisy, a new born kitten. Who knows?
I think you reach whatever lovely place awaits after you've gained a certain amount of experience, like when you level up on a game. I think you have certain goals, not all the same, but very very personal ones. Like people who have lived selfishly, have to learn how to not be like that, or something crazy like that anyway.
I like to think Karma has an effect too, mainly because I called my mum a cow and tripped over ¬.¬ haha. I was only playing with her, but yeah, back to the point. I have a mix of things i'd like to think are true.
I am personally not scared of death, in the slightest. I mean that wholeheartedly as well, i think that we shouldn't fear it. It's quite an irrational fear in my opinion, but with that said I can understand people's fears. My main fear, if I can call it that, is the effect it will have on those that know me. I wouldn't want extreme sadness, or grief for months, years on end. I'd like them to see that i'm gone and hopefully miss me, but not dwell on it?
You never know, I might become a friends puppy :) I'm not personally religious, and I think this has a big part to play in my mixed thoughts of everything. I learn about something, and relate to some, others I respect but don't believe in. If everyone respected everyone elses beliefs there'd be a hell of a lot less tension between folk, anyway.
But back to my Original point, Josh Barnes. I'm sad you've gone, you were a sweetheart, a genuine nice guy and an all round laugh. I hope you find whatever you were missing in this life, and I hope you will become a beautiful butterfly, as this life was merely the introduction to your true beginning. You will be missed by all, I didn't know you too well and I'll miss you, nevermind your nearest and dearest. It's cruel you were ripped from us in such a way, and i hope justice kicks the person who did it's ass as they are cowardly and spineless, two things you never were and never will be. You had real beauty, and a good heart that shone through the brightest. Enjoy your next life, however mystical or spiritual it may be. You're a diamond, nothing can break you and nothing can compare to your true sparkle. Rest In Peace xx
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